Edge - Thinking

I don't know why I drew this, but I was thinking in my own little world...

Whenever I think about my future or anything in general, there's nothing to recall. It's also like a dream too, black and empty, devoured into darkness. I had thoughts and dreams of what I want to be when I grow up — like being a vet when I was little — but through my life until the end of high school, all those wishes and hope devour into the void.

I always think there's nothing left to live for, until I met a complete stranger who happens to become my boyfriend. I'm always the darkness but he always brings my hopes back. Through my days with him, I'm starting to see the light again and seeing more to the good side of life.

It's like stars in the night sky, they look pretty — despite being a gas soon going to die out — but they won't look beautiful without the darkness to shine out.

Updated: 2024-04-04

I edited this post and to share a disclaimer that the boyfriend I'm referring to in this post is my first ex  between two exes I've dated.

Despite the lack of intimacy with my first ex, I was able to understand what it's like being in a relationship, the experience of dating, and got out learning to appreciate the smallest good things in life.

Unfortunately, I tend to forget appreciating the little things in life unless I look back in the past, like today.

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