I have to become a kind person before my heart grows numb!I wasn't happy with the traditional version of this so I end up making it better into digital. Because it's been a while since I have drawn digital art, I've been listening to How To World Domination by Neru (Mafumafu x Amatsuki vocal cover) non-stop until I finally turned mad just to finish this drawing.
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"How do you like the current me?" |
Lately, I've been busy making sprites for my UnderDespair. Unfortunately, I want to use the same pose of Sci and Edge together as one and rather stick with one character per image. That and I didn't use the exact scale.
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"Well, you can't do anything about it!" |
Also, I can say the same thing for Sci and Edge together in this song, especially Sci with his kindness.
From the music video, Sci would be the girl who continues working hard (even when being bullied and feeling depresses) to later realise how lonely he is in the end, with or without somebody. As for Edge, he's the boy who doesn't care about the future and enjoying the present until a point in time he needs to figure out what to do with the rest of his life (besides running away forever).
In the end, it's up to anybody's interpretation whatever happens after. They could destroy the school or even world but I prefer the idea about violence doesn't solve anything and rather overcoming the past together, becoming strong (mentally and physically), learn, forgive and continue living to move on.
Also, there are many things relating to my like UnderDespair AU like words can be used as a powerful weapon, nobody can control your own life and the "missiles" reminding me of "truth bullets" too. You can even change "kindness" to "hope" to make it more appropriate, like overcoming every despair but remaining clinging to hope.
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"An annoying person like you..." |
The hands could have done better in the anatomy but I'm still happy with it and use my own hands as reference (because the part I'm using as a reference seems to be drawn incorrectly and different to my vision).
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"...is somebody I despise!" |
Regardless, I love the use of colour and I have fun adding details over the simple background without going over-boarding. The colour green and dark blue on Sci was the only colours I had to colour-pick myself and it still turns out good in the finished artwork.
P.S. The captions in all four parts are written in my English translation of the song's lyrics to correspond with the Japanese subtitles there.
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