Two Different Sides of Edge

⚠️ WARNING: A lot of swearing and sexual innuendos

After talking to one of my inspirational artists, I tend not to swear and get anxious when talking to them out of respect as a person. It also happens when I'm around certain people I'm interested in, friends and even strangers who are just kind to me. When someone's kind to me and lets all my guard down, I tend to act kind in return. I have friends who I'm close with or knew me for a long time, but I still remain respectful, timid and polite as possible.

However, I have a friend in real life who I talk to every week (along with an online friend I used to do the same before), we're considered close friends and often share the dumbest jokes with each other. We even tease, swear and make fun of each other to the point some people could mistake us for a couple. Even if my friend or I make a joke about being in a threesome if one of us ends up dating someone, we're bound to a strong bond and trust that we're only just friends, nothing more. Just two guys who'll spend time together just to enjoy, have fun and catch up.

Two different sides, yet they're both "me".

I may seem or act out of character to some people if they have never seen the other side(s) of myself before. Also, I'm not limited to the duality of two different sides, as I remember an aspect of mine is completely antisocial and refuses to hang out with "humans". I've noticed I have many different selves but I don't keep track of who's who, and it's usually whoever's the most dominant takes over and comes naturally with or without the awareness of what's happening around me.