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Is that- "IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!" This is for 14th March when I couldn't sleep and I end up binge-watching the entire night until around 10 AM. There wasn't anything special that day other than watching PPG, which is actually a good cartoon from the earlier seasons. I used to watch it from a DVD (don't have it anymore) and remembered the show to be considered "too girly" but boy, it's actually brutal, violent and awesome! Also, I'm skipping the newest versions because I prefer the earlier classic seasons (and PPGZ too, it's a well-done anime adaptation in my opinion).

Fusion Concept of Nightmare and Dream . I had an idea of wanting to see what a fusion would look like between the Dreamtale twins, Nightmare and Dream. Earlier, I drew a finger sketch on my phone using colours of the sunset — Dream is yellow and Nightmare is purple — with not every darkness being "evil". Originally, the previous guardian from their AU was one spirit before they split into two. Nightmare can only feel negative emotions and Dream the opposite. Because of that,  along with a spoiler event from P5 that inspired me to make this fusion concept , I wonder what the twins look like if they're fused together as one entity without conflict with each other. Unfortunately, the character looks more like Dream than Nightmare, but I could imagine aspects of Nightmare's personality whenever they express negative feelings to make it up with this concept design.

Bonus details on their design. This is for 13th March when I was drawing emblems for each skeleton because each character from DR has at least one (usually relating to their former school but for my crossover, it's AU or creator). For Sci's emblem, he gets my (old) signature on his lab coat's collar and will begin drawing his emblem from now on, even if it's without the outline over it. For Edge's emblem, I designed it long ago and place it on his shoe's logo. Originally, it was a reference to a certain music band in a plus-cross but crossbones is better in my opinion while keep adding the "3126" numbers relating with them.

The main protagonist and deuteragonist. This is for 12th March when I was drawing most of the cast's official illustrations, trying to draw in my old digital painting style, because it's the closest style to Danganronpa's promotional arts. I'm proud of myself that I improved my anatomy throughout the three years of drawing them. If I have drawn any UnderDespair content back then, my old art style wouldn't hold up and look off. I've seen many people strictly use DR style and sprites for their crossovers but honestly... All the skeletons would look terrible in DR proportions and I prefer drawing my AU in my art style instead.

Are you really sure this is... Gaster? This is for 11th March when I found my flipnote animation "Killer PV", which I never continued it ever since I stop using my Nintendo DSi XL. I was planning to draw them resembling Spike and Yasu from my original series' universe or relating the deadly sins, wrath and envy but... I didn't want my original content to merge with their universe, yet . Anyway, the chibi version of Gaster is their (missing) mascot while Nightmare-Kat is my original mascot from my own killing game inspired by Danganronpa and Zero Escape series before discovering scifell exists and creating UnderDespair instead.

Profile biographical information. This is for 10th March when I was making game screenshots displaying everyone's report cards. I've already made and fill in everybody's profile, which you're free to check their ultimate titles, birthday, Japanese pronouns and preferences. However, I didn't add "former AUs" and "blood types" in this drawing nor did I drew this perfectly (Edge's paper is off proportion). In UnderDespair, it's mandatory assignment to fill in everyone's profiles in their e-handbook and writes each page after receiving a piece of hope fragment (max 5 to full completion with one other).

Can you guess... Who's that skeleton? This is for 9th March when I discovered a video explaining character design and colour palettes. Since I always use black and white in my daily scifell drawings (excluding one page), I just draw them in a silhouette side by side. If you guess Sci at the left, you're right and it's obvious too! Having a recognisable outline figure is one part of good character design. Same goes with Edge because he's the only skeleton with socks, shoes and furs on his jacket like these. P.S. I accidentally traced this on the wrong page and can't erase my mistakes like in digital...

Bonus reference of Ink in  my outfit design  (for UnderDespair). 

An UnderDespair scene in Chapter 1. This is for 8th March when I was writing the second day of the first chapter when Sci, Edge and Dance are having a sleepover together. For those who know, I really adore the three skeletons just being dudes and happy to influence other people to grow a liking for Dance (who's underrated), especially his friendship with Edge. This drawing is where the three agrees to sleep on the floor in Dance's dorm. The reason Dance wants Sci in the middle because Edge tends to move a lot in his sleep, bringing him flustered and teased before they fall asleep.

I'm not a cat... but a very FAT cat..! This is for 7th March when I ate too many ice creams and used that idea into a weight problem. Back then, my maths teacher told me about skinny people in the past will gain a lot in the future. It's been a few years to finally come true. Despite I'm still underweight, I tend to eat anything because of depression and stress. Edge would be the type to poke fun of other's weight just like my sister today but too bad Edge's the one in trouble. I've never been on a diet but my logical side as Sci tells me not to eat too much and tries not to make it as a big deal...

"Where did I dropped my money?!" This is for 6th March when I was walking my dog and I found fifteen Australian dollars (a ten and five) lying on the ground. Of course, I picked it up except... it didn't happen like in this drawing. There was a time I commissioned an artist but they unluckily lost the money I gave. I feel bad for people, even myself who accidentally lost fifty dollars to buy my family pizzas and I went back home, lying to my parents and use my savings. It's a consequence I paid but when I found the money with no one around the street, there's a guilty conscious telling me to keep the lost money.

Why am I tearing from these glasses..? This is for 5th March and I can't remember anything in particular on that day. The only thing written in my note is a vague word: depress . There was nothing my head telling me what happened to the point I can't feel anything today. Luckily, I check on my Instagram's archived stories to discover what I forgot. That day... I was indecisive to do either the comic animation or continue working on my writing or making art. I wasn't okay with a huge depression, which is why I irregularly stop drawing "daily scifell" until picking it back up now.

Three hours wasted on this doodle (two from accidently holding undo)...

"Screw Blue, marry Sci and kill Classic..!" This is for 4th March when I thought about a concept relating to the game "Kiss, Marry, Kill". I had an idea of a killing game forcing the players to literally do the following methods with three unlucky candidates. One must torture someone for Fuck , another to save as Marry and Kill the last person. And if the player refuses to cooperate, all four participants will die instead. If you ask me... I would always pick Sci for "marry" (even between him and Edge, who's my second choice) because honestly and realistically, I would personally prefer somebody reliable and smart.

"It's nice talking to you..!" This is for 3rd March when I brought a lychee flavoured slushie from the convenience store with the same employer since Day 35 . As a regular customer, I only buy coke slushies but on special occasions like today, which the cashier noticed me getting a new flavour and starts a small conversation about it. In the end, we only talked a bit, saying I would recommend trying that flavour before parting ways. P.S. Sadly, lychee isn't available anymore because every 2 flavours except for coke always changes from time to time...