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Just a sketch of Sci-Ko as if he's taking appointments. I haven't been drawing anything in digital for a long time and being on hiatus for too long makes you forget how you used to draw and struggle a lot because you haven't practised drawing. Every time I want to draw something, I always need to have better anatomy, background, and some kind of hidden meaning behind my work. I put pressure on myself to meet my own expectations to overburden myself to give up. Originally, I was trying to draw for an art challenge of my two favourite skeletons but all I want to draw is Sci alone just because he's one of my favourite characters.

This 6-hour sketch was supposed to be an anatomy guide for Glitch...

TRIGGER WARNING: Personal real life experiences I went through, mention of sexual abuse , suicide  and death . You are warned before reading any further .

Background experimentation + can't find a good signature place.

Re-Design Dance's outfit to be more fitting in my UnderDespair AU.

I'm aware this sketch looks similar to a different drawing I did before...

Birthday Present for Envandraren  @ Instagram.

Plot twist: It actually taste good, just the visual and smell is terrible...

Hopefully I'm not scaring people for experimenting this style!

It's been so long drawing humans, here's Ace after 6 years!

I shouldn't be drawing this but I blank out my mind and this came up...

"You've... grown up a lot." This is for 18th March when a friend from high school contacted me ever since we last saw and talked to each other. Honestly, nearly everyone since my childhood all went to their separate ways in life. Those who knew me long ago would surely recognise how much we changed, despite I'm still wandering lost while looking for my own meaning in life. For this drawing, I'm more of Edge while many people are Sci who already decided what to do in their future. Also, feel free to make headcanons and ideas between the two.

ERROR. HAPPINESS NOT FOUND. This is for 17th March when I had a mental meltdown because of a "certain program" made me completely afraid to draw from using my laptop for most of my months being in hiatus. There wasn't any happy memory that day. My mind couldn't handle the stress, being an overloaded computer forcing to shut down. All of that reminds me of Error taking advantage of other's lives like Sci and Edge with his puppetry strings. Don't worry, all of those feelings are temporary, despite that fear didn't go and prevent me from enjoying the things I like doing...

It wasn't supposed to be scifell, just Sci-Ko and Edge in one canvas.

One mistake and he already gave up... This is for 16th March when I was distracted from writing and ended up trying to solve a sudoku. Ever since I brought sudoku books, I've been completing some as a warm-up before drawing or doing certain things. There were times I feel proactive for completing it (like Sci) but other times, I gave up and use the answer sheets to correct my mistakes or fall asleep from lack of brainpower (like Edge). P.S. Feel free to solve this sudoku if you want! Just ignore the crossed out part of Edge's face in one box and replace the answer to a cherry.

"That nerd got some skills..!" This is for 15th March when I have a voice chat with Glitch while watching him gaming on my device. Lately, I don't watch live gameplays but Glitch is an exception because it's just the two of us having fun and enjoying each other's company. Whenever we have a chance to call each other due to long-distance, Glitch is usually available during the day while it's in the evening for my timezone. I can see Edge as one of those stereotyped gamers but for this drawing... Since Glitch is the one who's gaming, I drew Sci instead as a gamer nerd.

Will consider changing Sci's eyes to Edge's one red eye instead...

Edge F*CK YOU!!!! DIE! DIE! DIE!!! BOO-YA! I WIN!! Dance Dude, it's just a game! I'll beat you in the next round then! Edge HELL YEAH! YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!! Sci *appears just to say hello then leaves* Edge ... *holds all his rage inside despite losing* Dance Well SOMEBODY turned on your filter- Edge SHUT UP!

Sci So, you're an Aries? Edge Hell yeah! I can headbutt anybody out my way! Dance But he's actually soft and cuddly! Edge S-SHUT UP DANCE!!

Is that- "IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!" This is for 14th March when I couldn't sleep and I end up binge-watching the entire night until around 10 AM. There wasn't anything special that day other than watching PPG, which is actually a good cartoon from the earlier seasons. I used to watch it from a DVD (don't have it anymore) and remembered the show to be considered "too girly" but boy, it's actually brutal, violent and awesome! Also, I'm skipping the newest versions because I prefer the earlier classic seasons (and PPGZ too, it's a well-done anime adaptation in my opinion).